My Anchor Tattoo and its Connection to God
Updated: Mar 7
Welcome to my Call it Magic! Series where I share stories of miracles and magic that I experience in my day-to-day life. My life is anything but mundane and I wish to share the same magic with you. I hope you enjoy reading my stories as much as I love writing them.
Back in 2020, I was struggling with severe anxiety and at this point, I was suffering from panic attacks every day. I had just gotten into therapy but was not seeing progress and I was very unhappy with my Therapist. After another anxiety episode, I felt lost and broken. I fell down to my knees with tears rolling down my face, I prayed out to God and asked for this to stop. Immediately in the next second, I had a Clairvoyant moment where a 'Blue Anchor' flashed through my mind. I was confused and didn't really know what it meant, but I knew it was a message to me from God. I wiped my tears and went straight to Google on my phone and typed in 'Blue Anchor and its meaning', and immediately saw the word HOPE on the screen. A wave of peace washed over me, and I was so happy that someone was looking out for me, and also the fact that Hey! God really exists. I was never really religious, I did believe in a higher power when I was younger but I lost my faith as I got older, I hadn't prayed for years. This was a confirmation for me that he does really exist and that we live in a Benevolent universe, where God is not harsh or judgemental, he does not 'punish us for our sins', and that all that is complete crap. This was the start of my beautiful relationship with my creator. I urge you to develop your own personal relationship with God and not go by the books or what our ancestors have told us because they have painted a very wrong picture of God to create fear in us. I disaffiliated with the religion I was born into and do not wish to be boxed in by any religion. I created my own personal relationship with God, do what feels right to you.
In the next few days, I did have another anxiety episode, the same night, I turned on the TV and was watching an episode of 'The OC' when to my surprise, an actor wearing a shirt with a Big Blue Anchor came on, and clairaudiently I heard the words, "I'm here with you, I'm watching over you, I never left you and I will never leave you, remember that". I burst into tears of joy and slept soundly. The next few months of my life were pure magic. My panic attacks completely disappeared, I could feel an immense love all around, something that I can't put into words, I just knew that it was God embracing me. It's an unconditional love that I had never felt before and I felt life coming back to me, like the broken pieces of my heart being fixed with honey. A soothing balm for all the pain I had been through. I started to see the Anchor sign everywhere I went and decided to get my first tattoo! I just had to commemorate this new chapter and relationship of my life.